is way too intense. The connection I have with other people, animals, the wind, the moon… It’s really overwhelming. I want to be away from everything and everyone. Away from the irresponsibility and the foolery. It’s not fair for all of this weight to be stacked on one person. I don’t want to feel mad, even though I should. I don’t want to feel sad, even though I do. I don’t want to feel anything.
I want to disappear.